OccasionalArtist

Yay i finally found my art pencils again!! it took FOREVER to find them. Wal-mart of all places had them....O.o go figure. But yes i'm all good and in my new place (for almost 4 months now) got the stress level to a point where i can draw awesome. I'm sorry for not deviating in so long but life and lack of bla bla bla. *loves on people* Thank you for being patient ^-^

Buh bye rut hello Team awesome. Okay so i haven't been on here since december but there is a good reason for it. On new years I found the most awesome person, who inpires me to actually get out and do stuff  like biking ^^ And for more good news we have a place which we're moving into on the 1st of june four days before my b-day :D and now that i'm getting a new place i can start posting my art again. No more stress Waay more art...hopefully ^^;

I'm horrible. or at least i feel that way lately. The only works of art that i find are beautiful, i did a while ago. or i cant get inspired. The only people i attract to myself are people that are in a worse situation than i am. or that make me feel worse about myself. and those that don't make me feel bad and i feel i connect to on a outgoing level, i have no interest in. or am being blocked by many types of forces. I live off of hugs. and when i cant get hugs when i need them i go nuts. i feel like i can't talk to anyone out here, and it's very true. i isolated myself from everyone so i could feel free, and so i could learn to be on my